【15348字】扒开自己的心[2023.12.28更新]

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我喜欢他funny, kind, friendly, smart, polite, capable.
喜欢他有点口音，喜欢他是华裔，喜欢他总是try to include me into things

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怀疑我马上要创下CFA考试失败次数记录了
尼玛
每次都是差那么一点

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1. doing well will get you almost anywhere at this company --how do I do well? how do i make sure that ppl know that I'm doing well? what kinds of skills do i need to do well and how much more time do i have to put in to do well?
2. if you can't get where you want to go here, you need to seek prospect elsewhere. Having this experience on your resume & good enough shuati skills will get you into almost anywhere (also hedge fund is a good place to 养老)
3. if you want something,  voice that desire and do not be afraid of it. This is key. (however, also be aware that people before you have wanted to transition into trader but have not done so successfully.)

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好像除了告诉上司我们在交往之外我已经没有别的选择了。我很害怕。

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fuck-up of the day:
跟前辈聊天的时候误触了综艺的开始键,鼓掌声贼大

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工作越做越难受。杀了我算了

37666

跳出以自己为世界中心的思维模式

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fk this sht that i'm doing right now what the fk am i doing sitting in a guy's dark living room waiting fort nothing to happen waiting for some dude to get off the phone with their sister talking about some bs finance entry career talk????
I might as well be hit by a truck and die right effing now. Fk my life.

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My life has been sucking for so long

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i legit want to throw myself in front of a bus so that i don't have to deal with the mundane sht that is fking life